Saturday, December 8, 2012

What do you say...

Hmmm, so on the last post I told you the doctors said I didn't ovulate. I had taken a pregnancy test a couple days before and was hoping...it came out negative. The results from the doctor weren't surprising to me.

A week late? nothing abnormal over here. Now, I was two weeks late. That hasn't happened in the past six months. I knew I was just late. Bloated, uncomfortable, breaking out... I knew there was no baby. LC couldn't believe I was two weeks late. One morning, he was like you are never this late. You might be pregnant. I kept telling him no, I'm not. I know I'm not, but the look on his face was one of "you don't know that." So to appease him, I took the other pregnancy test in the drawer. He set the timer on his phone, and well, it went off and still negative. He looked sad. I was sad. This was exactly what I was trying to avoid, but alas, what do you say? What do you say when you and your husband want a baby, but your body betrays you? I don't know. I don't have that answer.

So, I sit here today organizing my Scentsy products in our upstairs room in a child's toy organizer.

Granted, I ordered the organizer specifically for this purpose, but I can't help but think will we be lucky enough one day to be putting one of these together for our own child? I guess I'll just have to keep praying...
Scentsy

11 comments:

Jessica Nicole said...

Prayers your way sweet girl. I can't imagine. Try not to stress, it will only hurt the process more (easier said than done I know). I can't imagine going through this. Trust in god and trust in yourself. When the time is right it will happen and make you so happy beyong belief.

Sabrina Catherine said...

I 100% know what your going through. It's awful, and it just feels like you can't do anything to control It. I am going through the same thing right now.... It'll happen, just keep your chin up.

Kelly said...

Hang in there lady, sending prayers your way<3

-kelly
sweettea-lemonade.blogspot.com

Catherine said...

You are not alone. My husband & I are on the same journey you are. It's hard, frustrating, and can make you feel like such a selfish person, well at least for me. If you ever want to chat, I'm here. Jeremiah 29:11 :)

Classy Fab Sarah said...

Oh friend. I am so sorry. Wish I could say something that would make it better. :(

Carolina Belle said...

This broke my heart. I'll say a special prayer for you.

Timeless Preppy In Pearls said...

Sorry for what you are going through, I just came across your blog and love it, you seem like such a sweet person and I believe good things happen to good people!! It will happen!!

Sarah said...

I know how it feels. I am going through the same thing at the moment! I am sending lots of good baby thoughts your way!

Lori said...

i do think you will be lucky enough!!!
i am adding your "family" to my prayer list!!!xx

Glitterista said...

I'm so sorry to hear this. Sending you good wishes.

Leah @ Everyday Love said...

Thinking of you. I've been there and lived it. It's discouraging every month. Make sure to keep track of your cycles (# of days long), it will help with the course of action. There is a lot that can be done to help, don't lose hope!

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